To catch my update once again i say..

1st of August is Nurses day!
Also, my last day in ward 64 Rehab.. :(
Was doing my second make up for my MC..
All the staff there were amazing thou we only get closer at the very last moment.. But hehe, misses from me to you guys.. The SN, EN, PCA, Sister, SSN, SEN.. wadeva la.. As long from Rehab, you are missed! Dono my surgical ward will get me to where.. -.- Kinda worried..

Thursday night..
I know i have yet to speak up.. But i believe that when i lose control, at the moment you guys have a better understanding? At that moment when i speak out.. I totally dont give a damn to anything else.. I give up everything..& i proved that i can live on without anything.. It's not always every other things are important to me.. I can no longer hold on my emotions.. That why i kick a fuss up and couldnt be control.. I know it might be shocking and heart breaking to see me like this, but it's more heartbreaking for me.. Because you guys were pressing and the things that i was trying so hard to cover had to reveal, it just reflects negative to the people that are concern.. If only you guys allowed me out, perhaps you can prevent that commotion.. I just wanted to go out of the house cools down and not facing any family members.. You have been a wonderful stress to me.. We have arrive to the stages of not talking to our problems as everyone wanted to be independent.. Or rather too independent when sometimes when one falls, the impact result greatly.. We were all in the wrong... But everyone has already used to the life we are in isnt it? Why make changes and uses one another to kick the ball rolls hard down?
& At the moment bro slaps me, i decided you shall never earn my respect anymore.. You are just like mom.. You wanted everything your way.. It's not a matter i became bad and on, but it's because i have my own plans and it's just simply too troublesome..
We seriously lack of communication but.. I guess i have nothing more to talk to you in future.. You just make me further detest you.. I'm no longer bother by your locking of com.. I don't even intend to try my luck.. Go ahead and delect my user.. You think just because mum says: " I will ask ur bro to unlock the com so pay the tele bill". I'm not a bit wavier to this.. -.- If anyone of you wants to "count" again.. I will play with you!
You know i'm capable of doing any things.. What you need in future please be frank.. I will not be pleased with any inside job.. -.-
& stop using my age to restrict me.. I will make sure you regret if you are gonna cont doing that..
I totally couldnt care what consequences i'll received but if i hate it, i'll do something about it..
I totally couldnt be much bother to any issues.. I shall only do what i think is right..
I will totally ignore money issues from now on.. I will not apply any more things using any one names.. So.. Byebye trouble..
You need money speaks to me and let me know your problem.. Dont fake nothing's going on and you want to offer help in keeping my money.. Oh for no reason you waana keep too.. For a moment you said i'm a kid and a moment i have grown mature, whatever it is.. I will prove you wrong again. Money is the greatest harm to human in this world.. Not only you should be aware to stranger, friends but EVERYONE, includes the family..
I can no longer be very neutral in my position at home.. Sad to say, I become more withdrawn from you guys.

For that night, i apologise..
To dad, for falling down when chasing me and been sacked by boss.
To mom, i struggled and hurt you.
To sis, i couldnt be rationale on thinking.
To bro, for waking me up and see how much hates i have for you. It's truly something sad to hate a family member..
I shall slowly comment my family members when i have the time..
Tom, for the shocking news for resignation.
Mdm Mavis, for the shocking news of quitting Nursing.
Police, playing calls..
Aunty Nancy(neighbour), for being rude.

I thanks,
Bear, for trying to offer me her house and concern.
Monkey, coming and company.
Cockroach, eating.. -.- Haha, ur time la.
Many many thanks la..

It shall end as i experienced this once is enough..
Nothing much to comment for that day liao..
But i will remember deeply..

I'm still pending over what dad said today..
He's leaving again, i guess.. No feeling liao..
Dad talks about the money issue but i disagree with him. But should i? I just wanna end that money thing.. Guess i will speak to mum.
Mum's sick.. But i dont do mushy things..
He make Batam sounds scary.

Then went for my CIP liao.
My CIP booth called give and take..
I at there with mattew, sakdiyah, rachel. Did nothing much.. Only keep playing balloons.. Tried push sales a bit too..
Haha.. Make so many balloon today.. Learn how to make flower braclet.. Then i secretly see my opposite booth uncle make de balloon and imitate out.. Haha.. Went walking on water.. Woot~ Happy but idle 5 hours..

Guess Tammy really not returning to Nursing liao.. All the best to you la, Da ma..
Er ma please hang on.. About 2 months left til we meet again.. :)
My poly clinic posting at marine parade.. Chao bu shuang de.. :(

9-10 Aug
Clkl going batam la~
Everything booked hao lo..
Jiu zhe yang.. Looking forward.. ^^

To catch my update once again i say.. IN HEILENG.. You make me lesser time on blogging, it's your loss.. =p

-Clkl-