trying real hard to cast away

She is amaze, speechless, angry for what happen these few days..
I'm not happy, she said looking at the sky.
She wants to smile from her heart.
Her latest status in facebook is emo.. Cause she dono what can she grip on currently..
She lost what was given to her by the teacher and is really sad about it.
She is faking around.. Slap her.. If you think she is acting.. No warning is needed.. She wont hate you.. She thanks people for waking her.. Just like Ms Chng.
She wants to express herself.. She is just waiting to let it go..
She hope that she can concentrate on her studies now.. She is trying real hard to cast away her feelings, emotion.
She doesn't wish anyone to mention anything or show any concern now.. Thank you.
Missing. missing. missing..
She tried to numb herself..
She did suscess for just that moment only..

Clkl