No one spotted me crying..

Thanks to my bro ah.. Not able to use com yesterday.. Nice one.. -.-

Why i wanted to use com yesterday is because i got back my bio test paper 1!!

I have never score really well for any exam.. & I have seriously never put in so much of effort for any subject before.. Nursing changes me?? Haha.. I scored 42.5/50!! Distinction leh.. I couldn't believe my eyes when i received my test paper.. i double check a couple of times to confirm it's my paper.. ^o^ I felt that my hardwork paid off.. & everything i did was so worth it.. I have never ever aim to get a distinction.. I only told myself just clear all the paper and I'll be contented.. Cause bio is something i never take up in my upper secondary.. ^^ Happy happy.. At least it build up my confident.. & I'm proud to say it to my parents.. I've prove you wrong, also prove you guys a lot of things.. & Trust me, I'm really studying!

3 exam results really loosen me up.. My appetite gradually came back.. :)

Tomorrow exam.. Aja aja fighting!! Bio part 2!! More harder.. Cause a lot of systems..

Yesterday on the way back home on bus, i think a lot.. Seeing my result.. I wanna maintain it.. Or even aim higher.. But, if i failed..? Disappointment will surge me and I'm bound to be upset, really upset.. For a moment i dono what i should aim.. All i know is.. Passing is not enough for me now.. Am i too greedy?

Thinking of what i have undergone since school starts.. My tears rolled down my cheek.. Even though I'm siting at the last row, next to the window, there's other passenger just next to me.. Think i hidden my face well.. No one spotted me crying..

My parents used to ask me quit Nursing.. I used to argue with my family about my timing of getting home late, my own allowance, my money spending, my transport, my everything everything.. There's really time i wanna give up.. But thinking that if i give it up, I'll be left with nothing.. No goals, no aim in life, nothing.. I'll be just be floating around.. But, to speak frankly.. I have never ever pictured myself to become a nurse.. -.- Weird?

I'm just doing what i need to do now.. I've never plan for my future.. So sometimes i can only see darkness towards my future.. Dull, right?

Thanks to people around me.. You guys helped me distress, by listening to my craps, enduring with my torture.. Thanks for taking care of me.. I gonna give my best shot until i graduate Nursing..

Fie fie went to wheelock lerx.. Angel last day on this Friday.. Auntie hazel same too.. Wonder who will be next? Management is simply lousy.. -.-

Congrats to the other 10 distictionist..

Clkl