Please think for me thanks!

Hello..

I haven go to sleep yet..

Just cannot go to sleep now..

Today school went on as per normal..

Only thing is, I'm having only nursing studies today..

Ah, in between got contact class.. Just another talk only..

Finally i get to join Simei friends go group study..

But, I prefer studying at tiong.. The atmosphere is better..

Some more the sofa seat is more comfortable.. The music played at Burger king is so irritating..

Not forgetting the machine that beep so loudly.. -.-

I swear I'm not going there to study again..

Received a call from dad.. This call wasn't really enjoyable.

We had a few debates.. Issue were non other than Simei lo.

I didn't know at that point of time, my dad had a quarrel with my mom.. Because of me. Sian.

Am i really wrong to study outside? Do you believe that I'm really studying?

I don't really want to make extra effort for you to drive me to a place that i describe that is conducive for me to study.. I've already planned for myself.. I don't want..

I just cannot reject.. I don't want to put anyone in a difficult spot.. But, i really know what is good for me.. Being 'taken really well care' will make me feel bored.. I don't want any of you to be in my vision... I want stay away from this home..

For me to study, you cannot make everything so comfortable for me.. I don't want to rely on you guys nor slack.. I don't know how to tell you, but i really felt disturbed when your wanna step in and interfere me..

How do i say other feeling stupid with myself for getting irritated..

Ever since i receieved the letter i got in Simei.. That bloody mouth of yours has never stop.. Why? Why make everyone so unhappy? I've found something i'm interested.. You never support never mind but don't be negative about it too mah.. -.-

Between.. Following are choices of hospital for me to opt for my clinical attachment..:

SGH (Chosen)

CGH

NUH (Chosen)

Alexandra

Tan tok seng

But i don't know which one to put first.. Please think for me thanks!

Monday will be phrase test.. I'm gonna try my best to pass my module 1.1, so i stay as i am now! NO changes!! I don't need any and i don't appreciate any la..

Clkl