黑冷国度: CLKL HAS GONE OUT OF CONTROL.

Pardon me for not blogging.. I'm currently working 2 jobs. :) Today was my first day of my second job. Very slack, i could say so. I was so called a 'teacher' in my working place. *Laugh, the kids were adorable. My job was simple too:) Of course, this will causes pay to be lesser.. But, i don't mind^^ At least this job is not so stressful compared to tps. I didn't have to face adults. :) So glad, i could have this job despite on my terrible result..
Yesterday was the GCE 'O' level result release. Went to school in my uniform-.- Felt very weird in that uniform. Meet cai wei (with her boyfriend) and pei qi for breakfast.
My COP was 33. That paper never calculate for me, cause i received form J, ITE. Courses that I'm eligible was only Nitec, not even Higher Nitec. *Laugh, although I'm well prepared for ITE, but i did not really think that i am not even qualify in Higher Nitec..
My result did not affect my mood, i enter and left the school with same emotions that was very HIGH! Those who had phone calls with me would know.^^ I don't wanna retain, NONO! However, behind those high emotions, i was crying in my heart..
To MS WU, i don't know whether you will ever know that i had a blog that you will come and read it, but i wanna say..
You are a really good teacher.. I noticed your expression towards my result, whether it's a pity or sad, i really really wanna thank you. I have so much in my heart that i couldn't express, i will remember you and your words forever. All the best in your marriage this year? Be surrounded in happiness, you've worked more than a teacher.. at least to me. :)
Although i sms her showing her my gratitude's, but i always think it is not enough.. Some other regrets was not able to thank many teachers face to face. Like Mr Ng, Ms yong..........
Went to eat at cineleisure with cai wei + her boyfriend and peiqi. Saw one couple. Oops!
One thing that causes me to cry but not in school, however that night.. Were my CCA grade.. D7, D7, D7. What is the hell this D7 is doing in my cert? I had really high expectation in my CCA grade, not to help to minus my COP, but because i commit myself in. But not to blame. Something went wrong and i not sure about it too.. Need my CCA cert for resume. -.-
Talk with Mr Eddy through phone just now.. Really cant help it. I cried again, for the how many times... -.- Can you hear that I'm crying? Speak to many people on phone just now.. Confess to ling ling I'm crying. The worst part was my sister and her friend was just behind me.. Sorry, i lied that i was just too cold.. Thanks Mr Eddy for helping to write a supporting document. ^^
Another problem was, my pay. Haish, so many problems. What's the matter with you Clkl?
Really should bang myself into a wall......... Thanks stacey for helping and ling ling.
Just summits my application for my ITE course. Only 3 course, in order, Nursing, Office and Tourism. Simei or Clementi?
I hate, i hate, i hate so many things. Hoping that my heart could stop pounding. Freeze please.

I'M SO STRESS UP NOW.

I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING IN REAL LIFE NOW! SORRY FOR ANY COLD ATTITUDE, BUT I WILL STILL DO MY BEST FOR ANYTHING. CLKL HAS GONE OUT OF CONTROL.
Perhaps I've made myself too strong.

Thought of introducing my job.. so many things that i wanna say. Well, not in mood any more. Gonna go work in few hours time..
Thanks sis for doing my application form and letting me use the laptop, once again i use VERY long. -.-